Lets see..

unlike my last pathetci entry

im over himn .. suprisingly easier than i expected... !

Go ME !!

HAHHA // welll .. thats all for tongiht.. boring i know !

Im soo. ..

sad..

and pathetic

please tell me how to get over sumone..

i love him soooo soooo much

and he doesnt love me

well i dont think he does

i mean im sure he does

but he doesnt even relize it ..

he hides his felings

and i know how he loves to flirt with all these girls..

but i just want him to love me .. is that soo much to ask ..

 i know that im part of the reason that we arent together

and i beat myself up for it everyday

i dont even hardly sleep at night.

there is sooo much that im feeling ..

i cant even put it all into words

** if you lose ur way

think back on yesterday

remember me this way

remember me this way ***

** i hope the next girl that you kiss has sumpthing teribly contagious on her lips**

i <3 changing lyrics so they have to do with me..

how is it he can make me soooo incredibly happy one minute adn then the next.. i d almost like to kill him .. ugh !

wow.. writing in here again. ha..

i really like paul ..

still ..

its really tooo bad he doesnt like me as much ne more

ill have to work on him

ok.. im gonna go now

WOW..

i think i should have

"WELCOME "

tatooed onto my  forehead .

give people a REAL reason to walk all over me